I know. It's been awhile. And I know that some of you are worried about me after my last post.
I just wanted to let you know that I am still here. There is a lot to share but it won't be today.
Please still hold me (and the family) in your thoughts and prayers. I can't tell you what you may want to hear - that I am doing great and life is a wonderful. I serve a great and wonderful God but emotionally I am still a wreck. Life is good....but very short. As we face another death in the family (Brian's grandfather) in the near future we find this fact hard to miss.
I am heading back to my mom's in the next couple of days. I will try to catch you all up on everything when I get back.
The the person who left the comment about seeing a Dr. I have. I have been on antidepressants in the past but am very leery of it when I am prego or nursing. I have another appointment tomorrow to get things settled about going back on something. I do understand part of this is a real issue that can be dealt with my medication but I have to be very careful what I can take. My body doesn't
until next timetolerate it well when I start messing with my chemical imbalance.
I am trying not to handle this all on my own. That is my tendency. I am trying to accept help and things like that.