The ultimate goal of FLYing is Finally Loving Yourself. Since I am not to that point yet I want to FLY for the sake of my children and husband. I love them with all of my being.
Flying will help me eliminate the chaos in my life. CHAOS – Can’t Have Anyone Over Syndrome.
Yup – that’s how I feel – well not without crisis cleaning before each visit.
I just want this pattern to stop.
This is how I felt BEFORE Tyler was born. It’s been a constant battle. I want to finally end this war with a victory.
Thankfully, with God, each day is a new beginning. But, I am so tired of starting over. I’ve started over 1,000 times.
So, I’m going to start with the 30 day Baby step Challenge with Flylady. Not that it’ll be that interesting to you but I’m going to track/journal my progress here for my own benefit.
For those of you who may want more info. Check out www.flylady.net
DAY 1 GO SHINE YOUR SINK
This is a really big with Flylady. She wants us to wake up each morning to a shiny sink.
She gives instruction on her webpage on how to give your sink a thorough cleaning and make it shine. You do this major cleaning once with the goal of keeping it shining everyday.
So, this is what I will be doing tomorrow. I will not be going to church because Katelyn is still not feeling well at all.(She is being treated for strep throat/tonsilitis and has had a fever up to 104.) Also, Alysa is starting not to feel well. As long as Tyler still seems to be healthy in the morning he can go with Dad. The kids are awfully disappointed when the have to miss Sunday school. They really enjoy it. For that, I am so thankful. My hearts desire is to see our children come to the Lord at a very young age.
This also means for at least the next 30 days I hope to write something on the blog everyday. I hope this will form a habit to keep me writing. Even though I may not continue to write on the blog everyday after that I would like to start taking some time to start typing out my book. I have thought about adding a link to another blog just for my writings. I’m just not sure if I’m ready to share them to the world. Is this of any interest to any of you? I’m sure a lot of it might not make sense as I tended to write about things that were going on in my life at the time.
Anyway, it’s just something I am thinking about. I know I have mentioned it before but then I never did it.
Saturday, February 07, 2009
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